Here i am...

Life..(Work, Family, Love)

2009-05-21T01:40:00.002+08:00

haha. this blog is almost dead.. HAHA. i will try to keep it alive. haha. Anyway. my skool pay is out. hahaha. we did a big problem to SP and kenna say frm lecturer. Its a long story.. haha. Those who wanna noe, ask me personally. HAHAHA.

Life was normal as usual.. 3 days a week of self training at gym and running.. Work was as usual sometimes slack and sometimes busy and i won't be able to go Austria for the upcoming Robocup@Home 2009 as i am going to serve my national service next month starting frm june 11. Going to keep my fitness level as high as possible i can before i go in without suffering much. Haha.

Anyway. got to say sooner rather than later, I am in love with a gal called Jayla Tan. haha. Its almost been 2 mths and i love her. Haha!

i loVe my gf
i loVe jayla tan
HAHAHAHA

Feel Happy.

2009-04-23T11:51:00.002+08:00

sian.. damn broke now. when SP will pay me???? CB leh!! work for one month plus liao, somemore tio "tok" (pay cut) frm $89 to $73 per day. tsk tsk.

anyway, i feel happy with the gal i am with now. haha shall not say more.. gtg le. update next time.

CLJ

JTYCZRC

Long time never update. haha

2009-04-18T01:47:00.002+08:00

WOOT WOOT!!! back to blog to update.. hahaha. the last update was since march!! HEH HEH.. too busy working and going out already. hahaha.

Time to recap all my april days how was it spend in work and outings.. lols.. Every monday to friday was spent working in school. damn this week just sign the contract. Kenna cheated lo. fark! At first still say $89 per day, now $73 per day still got to deduct CPF. No choice recession, wat to do. if dun work, go out oso difficult to find job. Haiz.

Make me no choice i got to go check out everytime whether there is any slots for me to work at the flyer. Have to go back to earn more $$$. Damn broke. Work in school still owe me money and pay cut. Sian sia.

Hmm.. got to noe a gal from frend recently.. hahaha i like her alot. Shall not say more. Its for me to noe and for you to find out. HAHAHA. Updates next time..

Last week and This week.

2009-03-27T00:23:00.002+08:00

Woot! back to update my blog. it has been a week i never update already. Work Work Work and RUNNING GYM TRAINING in school everyday. When will they pay us???? Already my 2nd job at flyer already like no slots for me to work. I WAS FORGOTTEN BY THEM!! CB

Last week wednesday was spend at acid bar with jayla. The draught beer was quite cheap. first time been to acid bar. already got a good singer and with his beatbox already make the bar already like a clubbing. hahaha. Friday, yet another double o with Jayla. LOL. She really can go club every week. LOL. quite long nv go club already, this was the one that after my FYP and FINAL EXAM. The feeling is like wah so long nv go club. LOL

Starting from this week, i am saving every penny i can. ahaha. farking poor la. Every where no pay, no second part time jobs. How to survive next april???

I have not been myself these days, even working at school. i am quite stressed with school job. Tend to think about myself, what my heart is thinking. What is he trying to tell me? Argh!

Saturday, Sunday, Monday

2009-03-16T23:04:00.002+08:00

Saturday sleep till noon. Nua at home until 5pm plus den treat mum eat dinner for her birthday at some chinese restaurant. Bought a cake for her too. haha. i bet she is quite happy as this is maybe the first time i am treating her eat for her birthday. actually wanted to bought ferragamo perfume for her. But i think she will not use it often. LOL. This is the day which oso make me jump for joy as Liverpool Beat Man United at Old Trafford 4-1 baby!! Can you believe it!!! HAHAHAHA. biggest trash ever. 4-1. TORRES TORRES!!! hahaaha

Sunday was spend the whole day watching movie. Watch dragonball in the afternoon, at nite watch Watchman. Fook. "pls dun WATCH MAN" hahaha. stupid movie, the whole movie is just recap the old times what the heros did all those. My frend keep asking me, when the movie will end. HAhahaha. it is really too boring that i can see ppl leaving cinema. LOL.

Monday was back to work in school. Vision system, which to use?? OpenCV, Volt-IQ, RoboRealm. Sian is abit stress. have been doing this for FYP. now working oso do. when will it stop?? Sometimes i feel like finding work outiside. LOL. But i will endure. Went running and gyming after work in school. Quite tired. gtg. updates next time.

Somemore no slots for me to work at flyer this week. haiz.

work and work.

2009-03-14T00:41:00.005+08:00

After wednesday morning working at the flyer, Thursday was more a tiring day for me. Woke up 9am to report school for work, until 3pm, rush down with krayon to work at the flyer until 11pm. When i reached home around 12am den eat dinner. -.- my whole body was like breaking down. I did not get enough rest. Overslept for work to school today. haha heng! I think i am going to set my timing to report work to school. It is damn stupid to go school early in the morning 8am nothing to do.

Next.. speaking of work in school at the robotics centre. I find it is not as easy job after all, had to learn alot of things. Have to take charge for these and that. Gosh, how i wish my job to abit simple. The main thing is my ex FYP supervisor ask my frend and me to be Co. supervisor for his future FYP students. WTF?? i haven got my diploma i can become Co. Supervisor is a farking joke. Lol. After all he is just lazy to do his marking of logbooks for his students and lazy to teach his students how to complete a certain part of their projects. Anyway this is not the first time i know him. He is totally a suck lecturer anyway.

Got to decide which vision system to use
Programming again!! (I sux at it) T_T
Ex FYP Supervisor pushing task to me

Sian i now feel abit lost. I really dunno what to do for this job in school. At first, preparing for robocup at home and doing new vision system is okay for me. I would try my best to do it. But now extra task doing dunno what bluetooth cum vision system is really knn for me. Lol.

Anyway, i really think of going overseas to take a break. haha. have to wanting to go overseas since after finishing my FYP and exams. TOKYO. YOU ARE MY NEXT DESTI!!! ahhaha. Gtg updates again. bye

a day in school and a nite out at town.

2009-03-11T02:01:00.003+08:00

Woke up at 11.30am go school to help friend for his audio stuffs for the enrolment again. To my surprise the performance was not much audience. Damn we setup so difficult. I feel this setting up for audio is wasting time. haiz. now i know how SP do their event. Shit man.

After that met Jayla up for dinner at Carl JR at town, intend to watch movie with her. But she need to go home early for her assignments. Then after that end up shop at town. Bought a tee shirt. Intend to buy black Levis Jeans, haha no money now man. Wait till pay out i will clear all my bills. hahaha. I still got alot of things to buy. Watch, belts, bags, When will the first pay day?? since i finished exams and FYP. i have not been getting any income. wa lau. this is the poorist moment i am going through. HAHAHAHA. BUT i will EARN BACK.

Got to go work for at flyer 2moro. Hope everything goes well. bye bye

Time..

2009-03-10T00:30:00.004+08:00

I started to think about "time" these days. i just felt that it is never enough for me from now on. Already going 22 this year. Since my frend left for overseas, i started to think what the future will be like for me in a few years time??? Will i be the same?? Will i be able to like someone of what i am doing now?? Will i be going to study Uni after NS?? Will i be the same person after going NS???

For now, before my NS. I am just going to cherish everything i have and everything i do and everything i plan and intend to work and earn more money. haha. I will not just slack at home and do nothing. i do not want a life to be so slack. After all i don't like a slack life. I rather go out jogging, swimming, gymming and do other sports that i want.

ARICC. This company in skool is a lousy organisation and politics based job that you can ever experience in other companies.

Question 1: Do you really want to employ the people you want??
Question 2: The organisation and planning is really sucks.
Question 3: See people face to work.
Question 4: Keep people hanging around dunno we will get the job or not? Now job is so hard to find and keep delaying i tink i go out work better le.

Next got to write about what happening today. wake up at 9am to go jogging and gymming and training pull up with seng yang. 2dae run 8 laps, damn tiring, go gym train den pull up already very shack out already. After that go for lunch with him, help him to do enrolment for audio stuffs, lighting, speaker. Knn carry here and there. already shack out already, still carry here and there.

some people never work bangla job dun understand the feeling one la. (Refering to the people walking around saying this cannot that cannot complaining somemore)

Everything end about 10pm. Damn shack out 2dae. Got to go and help again 2moro den meet jayla for movie. bye bye.

Sending off a best friend to United States..

2009-03-08T22:58:00.002+08:00

Sending off a best friend to overseas is damn sad. i don't know what to say really. Hugs, handshakes and wishes all over ourselves.

Took photos with ITE mates, Secondary Skool friends and Primary School friends.

Anyway all the best to Elmer, Thumbs up for him to start a new career in US. It's a big oppounity for him. All the Best. My friend.

Hope to meet up sometimes this year with the "Poor F4". HAHAHAHA.

2009-02-28T03:01:00.003+08:00

Woot Woot. Back to blog.

Hmm.. this week is a fully packed week. Monday to Wednesday running, gyming, swimming. Thursday went to sentosa. Damn freaking fun with all my poly class mates. hahaha bad thing la. not sunny day. I WANT TO BECOME BLACK. MORE BLACK THE BETTER!!! hahahaha. Went there to play beach volleyball, beach soccer. These 2 sports make many of us injured ourselves. hahahaha. some swalloen foot, one kenna damn big cut on the arm on the goal post. LOL

shall go sentosa again next 2 weeks.

Went to holland village with friends to have lunch at N.Y.D.C. The lunch was affordable and not bad. Those reading this should go try. haha. After that went to school to train at gym. Lol. Most of the days, i always see myself go exercise everyday. haha. body damn aching and injured. LOL

One of my best friends is gonna go overseas to study. In my heart, of cause i will miss him. One of my childhood friends, we grew up studying the same primary and secondary school. Planning alot of activities for him before we send him off. Things won't be the same again. No more so called "Poor F4" wondering around town already. hahaha.

Anyway thanks for people to post on my shoutout box. lol. not i dun wan to tell your la. you know my type one got problem i used to keep myself or solve it my own. haha. anyway thanks if really i need help i will talk to your.

2009-02-26T02:34:00.003+08:00

Finally finished all the three tough papers last friday. Self Declare Poly Graduated. hahaha. went dinner at Swensens with Mdm Goh and Class mates after our last paper. Speaking of all the 3 papers, all of them are freaking stunned during the exams. Lol.

There is so many list of things i gonna do for this holidays before going to NS.

Not gonna apply NTU or NUS this year cause alot of factors are bothering me. Hopefully in the future will apply.
Got to find gift for friends who are going overseas to study.
Want to go drink and club. (This time is going to be drink till crazy if i go HAHAHAHA)
Got to have farewell dinners with friends who are going overseas.
Want to train to be fit and strong. haha
Want to tan myself to be as black as possible.
Got to find work if the freaking centre in skool interview is not successful.
Want to make my most of my time enjoying the holidays as much as i can before i go and lock up in NS. HAHAHAHA
Lastly. the problem unsolved in my heart. Sooner or later you have to say it. Hai, lack of confidence due to first attempted.

try this.

2009-02-21T03:11:00.001+08:00

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

I tired mine. haha. Try urs too.

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Exams. Life

2009-02-18T01:47:00.003+08:00

Network protocol over!!!

Mobile Communications over!!!

(This is the worst paper i did so far in poly)

Pass pass pass PLS!! haha

Digital Communications This Friday JY

After this friday everything over. Lol

This friday class outing is got to be fun. hahaha.

if you dont have a chance, you cannot even prove yourself.

School. Life

2009-02-07T12:54:00.002+08:00

Poly days are going to be over soon.

1 week to final exams. Haiz. so many topics. JY

upcoming interviews and lab test have to do well.

School work. Life

2009-02-02T22:03:00.003+08:00

Finally finish everything on my final year project. Went to the spinnovex. All thanks to my group members for making the final year project a success. I was glad that our group got 1 gold award and 2 bronze award which makes me very happy. I really didn't expect my vision system to get a bronze award.

CNY was really bored. Just went to aunt house for gathering and get ang bao. Nothing at all, every year the same. Lol.

Recently, my frend has put his msn nick on this: The cause of true love never run smooth.
I find it very very true, cause what many people breakup, divorce all these made me think it is quite true. Plus i myself is already fail once for a gal. Hai. i really dunno want to do. I feel happy when she tok to me, going out with me, absolutely everything about her. Haiz.

The day before SP open house. eeemmmmmmmmooo

2009-01-07T22:49:00.002+08:00

failure to present to the industrial people for the distintion panel today. hai.

you know you can do better than this.

just that you are afraid and kan jong only :(

[When can he ever change this habit??] :(

Jiayou. you can do better than this. :(

New Year Eve at Sentosa Siloso Beach Party

2009-01-07T22:07:00.006+08:00

New year eve. a brand new start. This is the beginning of 2009. Hope this year will be a great luck year and world peace with everyone with great health with better year ahead.

Went to the beach party along with elmer's camp mates. probably this will be the year our gang will never see each other often again with elmer going studies at overseas. Up till now, they are still my best childhood frenz to date.

Christmas Eve and Boxing Day

2009-01-07T21:57:00.006+08:00

Christmas Eve at dragonfly and powerhouse

Boxing day at dblo.

With Yi Liang and Seng Yang

John's 21st Birthday

2009-01-07T21:49:00.007+08:00

John's 21st birthday at his aunt house.

John candid man. Lol

Elmer's 21st Birthday.

2009-01-07T21:30:00.011+08:00

Elmer's 21st Birthday. Dinner at Shokudo.

Same gang as always.

With Jinping and Elmer. Hope to see them more often next year.

Food. Food. Lol

Life, FYP, Work

2008-12-18T01:41:00.007+08:00

Holiday is like no holiday. got no choice have to go back to school to do my final year project. SP open house is near. Haiz.. felt veri useless, no matter i tried to learn oso cannot do much. haiz. programming dunno, need my frenz to help.

Went to work last monday and wednesday for the setting up of andy lau concert. damn man, hate to be the in charge of the part timers. No choice the main in charge not there to take care of everything. Have to take care most of the attendance and the job scope, Lol. the job quite sian. but no choice have to work for expenses. No money already!

Last friday went to CMPB medical checkup, got PES D. sian. have to give medical report. Went home to rest and at nite went to town alone to search for my brother and elmer's present. bought a polo shirt for my brother and a perfume for elmer. Den met up for jinping and fredrick for dinner. den went home.

Spent my time at home on saturday to rest and try to solve some of the programming stuffs of FYP at the end no any progress. Lol.

Sunday afternoon met with jinping and our gangs for celebrating Elmer's 21st Birthday. haha. was glad to met up with most of them, it was so long we didn't see each other for about 4 months. Lol. Went to Shokudo Japanese Restaurant to have our dinner. The food was not bad. Not as bad as people who complained online as i went to do some research about their outlet before i decided to met up with my gangs there. Catch up a movie called Sex Drive. Damn funny and hilarious show. hahaha.

This week from monday to wednesday was spend going school doing FYP. Holiday were pretty bored. No life. hope faster everything for the Spinnoveks. Oh ya. today quite angry with the army staffs at the medical centre (CMPB). They were requesting medical reports about my physical condition of my backbone. I went to get it already and go there intend to pass it to the medical officer. The counter staff ask mi to come another time as there were many pre-enlistee on the queue for their checkup. Was it very Difficult just to go in to pass the medical report to the medical officer?? FARK LA. the guy still give me number to call the people inside. Okay. Never mind, i went back to school to do my projects and then use my hp to call the NS ppl. They ask me to go down anytime again. damn!! sibei hot inside. Lol. Lesson learned. Call CMPB before you go down next time. If not they ignore you.

Have to settle NS medical fast.
Want to finish Final Year Projects asap.
Bills haven settle (Hp, Credit Card, etc.)

Come to a solution after my diploma, most likely will be staying at the robotics centre to work before going NS. one thing is pay high. 2nd thing, i haven confirm i want to work there, lecturers already discuss about my group le. Hope it won't be that stress that i am now focusing for FYP.

Photos coming up next...

life, studies, FYP and future??

2008-12-05T01:37:00.002+08:00

Have been having busy weeks of studying for common test. After all the 3 papers. i felt that, my brain cells are squeezing the brain juice to dry. Have been having sleepless nites over the past few day. Woke up almost 3 times. my mind just keep me thinking about the notes i memorised, the past year papers i have tried. it is like my mind still working when i am sleeping. LOL. Haha u finally can rest. hahaha!

after all, of all the 3 modules mid sem test i have taken. I felt tat the most depressing papers i have done is Mobile Communications and Digital Communications.

Mobile Comm is all about theory and memorise. Like u eat the farking whole book to go for the exam. hahahaha!
Digitial Comm was like i noe how to do all the past year papers soon soon li li before the common test. End up i go in do the paper wif many careless mistakes and think too much to solve the question. I totally sian. Lol

Network protocol is another paper i did 2dae. I think is was ok. Although i had some questions wrong and dunno how to do.

Another thing to mention is about what the months i will be going to do before my national service. obviously i will go work. But where?? back to the same old Robotics Centre in skool?? All i can tell myself is i not suitable to work for that place. although the money is good and they paid u $1800 every month

Not good in programming
Does not gain any work experiences if i staying there.
Totally cannot improve myself as a person.

i have to come to a solution to this quick. haiz

I felt that 2dae is the day i live my life to fullest. lol. After the paper i did in the morning. afternoon went to do FYP for a while. Evening went to gym wif classmates, and at nite went to watch movie (Body Of Lies) with Elmer. What a day!! Lol. i am still so awake to blog now..

Anyway got to go as i having a eye checkup 2moro. updates again.

2008-11-25T01:22:00.002+08:00

MST is starting next monday. Gosh i have so many things to study. tis week still got lab test. Stress and Struggling.

Got to mug hard. Nothing comes easy.

Is it time to come the end for you??? i really don't know about my feelings. even myself.

Life. FYP. Studies.

2008-11-10T00:20:00.003+08:00

has been awhile to blog. damn busy week coming up.

1. Lab test coming up
2. MST coming up
3. FYP is forever driving me crazy
4. Technoprenur presentation coming up.

Friday was a good day, went to eat and drink wif classmates and other frenz. sibei shiok!!. Sometimes alcohol helps you to clear your mind. Make you forget what you doing. LOL

sometimes when i tink of it, it makes mi sad. haiz.

Life, FYP, Studies

2008-11-02T21:51:00.002+08:00

Lab Test,

Mid Semester Test,

Final Year Projects to hand up are around the corner.

The level of stress is piling up.

Haiz. so many things to do.

Life.Love

2008-10-30T23:16:00.004+08:00

In life. there are many things tough to move on

prehaps the some things we have done and shd not have done.

the love of the person that seeing your hurt like that.

haiz

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she doesn't even bother you worry about her or not.

doesn't even know your presence,

doesn't even care about you,

doesn't even take an account that what you have done for her,

doesn't even care how you feels.

doesn't even give a fuck of what you think about her,

as the list goes on..

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why are you doing so much for her??

why does the feeling can't disappear??

why don't you go for other gals??

why her??

why does it so difficult to understand the word love ??

why you just don't know how to move on from here??

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太想愛你　是我壓抑不了的念頭

想要全面佔領你的喜怒愛愁

你已征服了我　卻還不屬於我

叫我如何不去猜測　你在想什麼

太想愛你　是我壓抑不了的折磨

能否請你不要不要選擇閃躲

只想愛你的我　太想愛你的我

難道只能在迷霧中　猜你的輪廓

Life. FYP, Studies

2008-10-28T01:10:00.005+08:00

dunno why somehow feeling abit emo and fark tup. maybe becuz i am goin to have a hectic days tis coming weeks. got to finish my FYP by next wednesday for normination for Spinnoveks.

somemore i was trying to tok to her on msn, kinda off like gave mi a "dao" attitude by replying short words and in the manner like pissed off over something like tat.

Motivation to start studying comes tis week. i finally touched my notes 2dae to flip thru a few pages, suddenly my heart tells mi i cannot rely on my FYP grades to maintain my 3.5 GPA. FYP is making mi more and more headache and sian. All i have to rely is on my core modules tis last sem. Got to score as many A's as possible as i can. i got no choice. i wan to improve and maintain my 3.5. haha!

gtg. updates again. bye

love.

2008-10-27T12:14:00.002+08:00

rainian mo sarainen mo

zutto matte mesu.

Life. (skool, outings, feelings)

2008-10-26T02:32:00.002+08:00

skool was rather bored and tiring. tuesday to thursday start frm 8am. Although some days ended earlier. but it's still tiring, nid to focus on FYP to get into SPINNOVEKS, training NAFA for next mth. I haven yet revise a single thing the modules i have learnt. I tink i have to start soon.

Went to Night Safari along wif Kailin and her frenz. I tink it was okie for the halloween preparations although i dun realli have the feel like halloween. haha. tink the event shd have more halloween trails along the nightwalk. after the show, kailin had to go home by 11.30pm. so i went along wif her, wif her frenz still taking the tram ride. When we were at the exits of night safari. the taxi queue is damn long. but we manage to catch a taxi at dunno which carpark i lead her to. LOL. Thank god she reach home on time and nv scolded by her dad.

read her blog juz now, kinda like dunno how to help. somehow disappoint wif the post she type - perhaps this is also the reason why i am still single. i cant imagine myself with another person. i like to be independent. i like the degree of freedom that i have with myself.

i will wait. wait till my time stops.

Life. Love

2008-10-22T00:09:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!! recently i juz bought an 2nd generation i pod touch. $498 plus casing total $533. LOL!!! cost mi a bomb la. I am starting to save nw for other things i wan. LOL!! anyway i bought 16GB. hahahah!!! It is cool la. u can listen songs as many as u can, watch movie and play games while u are bored on the train or the bus. Somemore u can surf net anytime u wan as long as the place have internet. haha.

Although the i pod touch cost mi a bomb. but i dun wan to tink bout it already. as i bought liao. i juz earn back the money i spent. hahaha!

skool has started for a week. i haven been studying and doin tutorial.. i guess i will have to start studying soon..

went out 2dae wif kailin, catch a movie called Butterfly Lovers. at first i already noe tis movie sucks. Didn't noe why we would watch tat. LOL! the preview already suck. watch it more sucks.. LOL. after tat we had dinner at subway, and chat for a while. Then we went to taka to buy some stuffs for her frend's birthday present. Den after tat we went home.

--- If anyone ask mi who is the girl i like and love most --- The answer will nv be change in my heart. I still do. wait for u until u realise how much i love u.

School (last sem)

2008-10-15T01:13:00.003+08:00

Be4 the new semester starts. Last weekend went shopping wif my frenz on saturday, and juz nice grace parents were out and my parents were out oso. We both met up for dinner at bugis. The steamboats were nice. Frankly i din realli eat steamboat wif my frenz. Tat's why i din noe much bout it. Haha! so i let grace intro which steamboat tat's nice.

skool started on monday. nth realli much. i juz go there for the briefing of the module and tat's all. haven realli started teaching yet. Frankly, now i dun have the mood to go study. My head is all bout FYP. seriously it makes mi headache and worry

after all of the problems unsolved and FYP worries. i trying to tell myself to take a step at a time. not much use if u tink bout it. i am trying to although it is difficult.

went for swimming after skool 2dae and went to have a walk at IMM wif my classmates. ate subway and den go home. seriously i am damn tired. gtg. updates again.

Final Year Project

2008-10-07T23:30:00.003+08:00

Last week and tis week have been goin back to skool to do my final year project. One word to summarize it. LOST. I am totally lost of how shd i continue my vision system. ALL THANKS TO MY DAMN SUPERVISIOR!!! How can you dun have a target of wat u wan ur students to do. Do u noe u every week come out different ideas of task we shd do by the deadline, and u dun even help us, when we ask for help u juz direct ppl to teach us. WTF!! how are we goin to complete by the SPINOOVEKS (which is the Singapore Polytechnic Open House)
We have worked hard, we have do our job, if u dun every week come and change the task we were doing. Our FYP will not be a mess. Somemore is one person one program and one task.
Juz look at how other students work together, their lecturer give one program to 3 students to tink.

Haiz!!! 8 credits of Final Year Project. Haiz! It is a mess. If u dun change the task everytime we have a meeting, i bet i noe wat am i doing and shd be able to complete it. Now all i can say time is running out for mi.. =(

Singapore GP

2008-10-05T22:51:00.003+08:00

Finished working the Singapore GP until monday morning i was damn tired. I slept till nite den eat dinner. LOL but i was still tired.

I was all alone frm Saturday to Monday. my parents and brother gone back to settle my grandma funeral matters. Haiz. i was unable to go. God Bless Grandma.

Tuesday i slept frm midnight to next day 4pm. hahaha. i was realli damn tired.

F1 Race Track (took while i'm doin duty)

Security pass

The F1 race was awesome, it was right in front of mi. i didn't had to push and squeeze wif the crowds. I juz stand and take videos. hahaha.

Final Year Project & F1 in singapore

2008-09-23T19:24:00.007+08:00

Yesterday and 2dae i went back to sch to do my final year project, i realise i have been getting more and more lost. Sian leh, my supervisor keep changing the way to complete the things. I guess i am already prepare for the worst to come for my FYP. Sian man. Seriously i have to restart wat i have been doin so far. Now a new program is used, i have to restudy a new program for my robot vision. Fark leh.

Haiz. now i just do wat my supervisor says. i guess i am those kind who is easily lost. Damn la. He didn't even help us. CCB! still add so many things.

On the F1 job. Partly i joining the Certis Cisco is to work for the F1 job. But hell, i still tink i have boarded a pirate ship which is a long story to tell. Up till now i haven been station for my post during the F1 event. Hope on the day of the event, everything goes smoothly and enjoy myself.

[ P.T.P.O Chin Pls report to Officer "bla bla" ] Hahaha. tis is how they will address mi when i am the security officer. Went to cut short my hair for the upcoming F1 event, no choice police officers want our hair to be short. Damn la. is ugly lo. I tink my hair look like a mushroom. Sian..

A news tat broke my heart. My grandma passed away 2dae at 6 in the morning. My families and my bro are goin back tis sunday, but i can't. It is quite sad tat i can't go back. Cuz once i go back, i will breach the contract for the F1 job frm Certis Cisco. I decided tat i will pay some of the among of the funeral money. I realli wanted to go back. But i can't.

Rest in Peace Grandma. u will always be remembered by Calvin.

Certis Cisco Training

2008-09-23T19:07:00.002+08:00

After the mooncake roadshow. Back to monday, i went to old police academy for a damn early training at 8am. I was late the first day. but nvm. The bad news is the training will have to go thru tests like incident happen all those emergency incidents. The 5 days training at certis cisco is no fun. I can even say it is more stress than u study skool modules.

On friday, it was the day i have to take the test and perform actions in front of the camera and the tester will record wat i say and he will ask mi questions. It was damn farking stress inside the room and petrol test. I get scolded by the tester. The more he shout the more i forget wat i have studied. and the test is a muz confirm 100% correct. It's a veri stress one to one test. I nearly failed. Lucky the tester gave mi a chance. I told him my english not gd and my background education. He gave mi a 2nd chance by helping mi.. LOL!! It was a damn miricle the tester passed mi.

After the test, he told mi why he gave mi a chance. It is becuz he tinks i am a gd guy tat works hard frm an EM3 student to go to polytechnic. Tat is where he face turned to be like an angel and he passed mi. Lol. God Bless God Bless.

Mooncake Roadshow

2008-09-23T18:47:00.011+08:00

Hmm.. Have not been blogging many days after the mooncake festival on sunday. The mooncake roadshow was fun. Meet many new frenz during the event. hahaha i miss working wif my boss, my collegues like Bryan, Nigel, Kenneth, Robin, Ron.. LOL it was fun. Shall let the pictures do the talking.

I dunno wat to say bout tis.. LOL

Wing Wah. The booth wif most guys.. Haha!

All Wing Wah, except one Shang-Ri-La

Wif Suqin (The sold out sign is out frm the pic)

Wif Suqin, Grace and Bryan

Wif Bryan and Kenneth

Wif Bryan and Ron

Kenneth is Hilarious.. Lol

Mid Autumn Celebration.. wif ron and robin

Bryan Di Di!!

Wif Ron..

This mooncake roadshow is making mi tink back i wish to work again... hahaha. Nice to meet great ppl frm other stores.. hope to meet you guys for outing.. see ya soon.

sad. emo.

2008-09-09T00:40:00.002+08:00

I juz dunno wat to say.

speechless after hearing my grandma is ill back in my hometown.

FYP is giving mi stress until i almost cannot tahan.

troubled over many things.

writing tis blog wif tears almost flowing out my eyes.

happy.

2008-09-06T01:35:00.002+08:00

hmm.. bought a present for someone important to mi.. Lol which cost mi $71. Actualli i tot of buying Chanel perfume which is $133. WA when i go try the samples. my wallet hear the price oso wan to hide already. HAHAHA!!

In the end i bought Lanvin perfume which is a brand frm paris. frend intro mi Ferrogamo but the smell like all fruits smell. I dun tink tat is nice. LOL

Went to Yew Tee to meet her to pass her the present at control station at 10am. Suppose to be 10am. HAHA but reached at 11am. Man!! wat the fark i doin?? always late for meetings. Haiz hav to change.. after tat i went to work frm 12pm to 11pm. i can tell u 2dae business for selling mooncakes is damn gd. Hit 100 boxes per day. but i seriously goin to shack out by the 14 sep which the roadshow ends. I'm damn tired everyday after work.

by the end of 14 sep which is the full moon. ppl will be celebrating the mid autumn festival, i will celebrating wif my bed.. Lol

There i bought the gift which i hope u like it and hope i will be given a 2nd chance. =/

Troubled.

2008-09-04T01:39:00.002+08:00

FYP to do by end of september.

Have to get a important gift by 2moro.

Have to work for events and roadshows.

I'm tiring myself out, 12 hrs a day almost everyday. SHACK.

Nonetheless i'm still here blogging. Hahaha!

It's not worth to argue wif tis kind of ppl who doesn't noe who is in the wrong.
Depend on urself.
Nothing can express how much i feel for you

Many task and things to do.

2008-09-03T00:13:00.000+08:00

here i am to blog again. Hmmm..meet seng yand and weixin and went for the F1 Cisco Interview on monday morning. When reached there we were bodychecked and went to fill in the application forms. hahaha surprise when filling the application form, they test us comprehension writing and picture writing. Hahaha. My frenz and i were to lazi to answer the questions after filling the form. we felt like dun wan to work already cuz like keep asking so many questions and there were more indian than chinese in the recruitment centre. haha but we answer all the questions on the question papers and fill in all our particulars.

after that we have a chat wif the officer, and he explained the job scope and the trainings provided to be a officer guard. Off i went back to skool to check on my Final Year Project. awhile then i went to work at 4pm selling mooncakes. Tiring day.

Woke up tis morning to go for work again. i feel veri sian already, sell so less commission so hard to earn. Saw yinghuan working with GoodWood Park Hotel mooncakes, i was shock to see her oso.. hahaha. Haiz. moreover i tink bout my Final Year Project i more sian. 1 to 2 weeks deadline to finish some task. Wah, how i goin to complete?? I have to work until 14 september. i feel veri vexed and stress!!!

Working until 14 september.
Have to do Final Year Project.
Have to get birthday gift for someone special by tis friday. =D

Rong Hua Mooncakes from Hong Kong, Would u like to try some....... Have been repeating tis farking million times. Lol. Sales is not tat easi.. is a challenge for myself.

2008-08-31T01:28:00.000+08:00

Finally Exams was finished on friday. Oh well i tink i didn't did well for tis semester. and i was expecting my GPA to drop. I tink probably i was too slack and enjoy too much thru tis semester be4 the exam, and end up struggling to study on time for exam. Lol. I will never let tis happen for the 2nd time. Already promise to myself tat i will catch up my GPA to 3.5 . HAHAHA hope i kept the promise.

After my last paper Satellite, Optical Comm, Off i go to sell mooncake wif Ron. HAHA! i wasn't able to sell properly at first. I didn't noe wat to promote and tell customers bout wat types of mooncake we have. LOL. I was farking blur. Hahaha. but my sales were gd and i miscount my sales on first day.

Second day which is 2dae, I noe wat to say and wat to promote. I noe wat to tell customers and ask them to try as much mooncake as possible. I nv stop toking to them, but then my sales was veri poor i manage to sell onli 8 boxes which include the piglets and mooncakes. At noon, "she" came wif her frenz and see ron and mi how we were working. i was abit shock, i didn't expect her to come and find us. hmm.. tat moment my heart went beating veri fast, i dunno wat to say. but when i saw her i was veri happy. "Tis shows how much love u feel for a gal" isn't it? Haiz i already fail wooing for her once. can't forget; can't express my love to her; wat can i do?

After work, my boss treat mi go eat prego (an italian restaurant). i was damn shock tat my 2nd day they treat ron, bryan and mi to go eat. Wow, but i never expect they wont go such a place. Lol, i was feeling veri pai seh. seriously they dun have to do tat. I noe they were trying to let us noe tat to help them sell more mooncakes and finish all the stocks for them. But we will try, seriously they already treat us more than enough for buying us lunch and snacks and stuff to eat. I realli feel veri pai seh.

off i have to go sign off. 2moro gonna meet Elmer and Co. to go for IT show and den go work. Lol

Love.

2008-08-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

It's seems tat i have to come an end for u.

you have already told me what ur needs in the future.

it seems like i am not in the picture that you painted.

Haiz..

can anybody tell me What is Love?

Yeah!!

I NOE IT SUCKS.

KEEP IT TO YOURSELF.

STRESS

2008-08-21T03:45:00.000+08:00

Stress!!!

QR, DSP, SOCOM

5 Days left.

Going MAD..

Hope can get pass all.

Haiz..

Life and Exams

2008-08-19T12:25:00.001+08:00

1 more week to go and the exams starts

so many things to study,

long hours of study

motivation and determination was in my mind

WORK HARD

First entry

2008-08-17T22:57:00.000+08:00

here i am to my new blog, the previous one was cancel by me. and haha i was having the mood to blog again and here i am.

Life has been really fine for mi except i having a few problems wif myself. Sometimes i ask myself, what is love?

i haven realli take love seriously since when i was back during my sec skool life. Now i realli seriously noe how it is like to like a person tat u truely wan to be wif. I have been really liking tis gal since tis year, and the first time we were frenz, i didn't noe tat she like mi and i didn't take tat seriously. Keep checking out on other gals instead.

Until tis year, when i am turning 21 kinda of adult mind already. I started for a change in my mind and the way i behave and trying out on new clothes. i started to feel tat i like her. The first time i approach her back, she rejected mi. Saying she was not ready for relationships and already used to single life.

not onli we have be frenz for 3 years, everytime i have gd or bad mood. she is always the first to tell on my list. I have been regretting the time tat how she felt for mi. I onli noe i wasted my chance.

Now i juz hope for time to tell. Now it's my time to wait for you. Wait for you to change your mind. I really want to tell you how much i like you.

haha. all enough of my story, back to studying for exams. hahaha

1 more week to EXAM!! Stress.